Ironic.
When I wasnt given a chance,I feel so sad. When I am given the chance, I feel so depressed. To take that chance or not. If i go for it, I may not be able to go online for a long time and not able to go out with friends. And, I have to work twice as hard for my studies.
Go for it and i will feel the pride,but i may have to give up my friends.
Dun go for it, I can keep my friends but I may not have a second chance to go for it again.
Headache... to take this opportunities or not? Anyone have any suggustion?
I never feel this kind of stress in making decisions before. Pls help me...


Nv wish to give up my friends, nv wish to give up my dreams but when the times come, one must choose the path he wants to go or he will be stuck there forever. Them or it ?